The second time you fall in love with someone, you’re going to feel so
relieved. When you get your heart broken for the first time, you can’t
imagine loving someone else again or having someone else love you. You
worry about your ex finding love before you do, you worry about being
damaged goods. And then it happens. Someone else loves you and you can
sleep well at night.
The second time you fall in love with someone, you’ll be a more sane
person. Your first love is when you get all of your insanity out. You
behave like an insane monster because your mind is freaking out about
all these new powerful feelings. By the second time, however, you have
an idea of what works and what doesn’t. It’s by no means perfect. The
insanity will make a cameo at some point. “Peek a boo. I’m here! Hope
you didn’t forget about me!” But you can usually shoo it away after
awhile.
Even if sometimes, that someone else can be just you, finally learning to love yourself. x
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