I don't know what it is with me and my incessant need to write down stuff before I fully grasp them, but here I am anyway.
I'm getting my groove back and although I still can't say that with the confidence of someone who's comfortably resting on the pinnacle of her success, I intend to get there and one day I will. That's all I really need to know right now.
I may not have someone I feel strongly for right now, but I do have dreams and things i'm passionate about that light up something in me as well. I may not have someone who makes everything all right, but I do have the steady hope of a new day and an inner strength I didn't even know was there before. I may not be the "gorgeous babe" in someone's eyes, but I don't need to be convinced of something I already know for myself - I am beautiful.
This is the day I stop being that single girl who pathetically lives with all the emotions and thoughts of someone who is in a relationship. This is the day I own my being a single woman in all its meaning and not struggle to find an escape out of it. I'm getting my groove back and moving forward to the rest of my story.
Yes Tin, you are beautiful :) Inside and and out -- and please know I mean that with all my heart :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Kat! :)
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